We are the reckless,
we are the wild youth.
Chasing visions of our futures.
One day we’ll reveal the truth
That one will die before he gets there.

I love being hated

Those old days…

Miss that parties where I lose all control of myself, where I did what I wanted because I was pretty drunk. Suddenly I talked to a stranger or I messaged a ‘friend’. I laughed and dance and sing a lot and everything seemed just better, nothing mattered.  Being all free for just a few hours, no stress at all, just having fun. Oh how miss those old days.

The lie of love.

In this world full of lies, the only thrush that stands is Love (?).
We don’t say I love you that much, we say I love too soon without feeling it.
We live in a world where Love is the biggest lie. We all pretend love is our real purpose in life, but we suffer when we don’t find love, when we’re in love, when we lost love, when we don’t have love, so what’s the real motif of Love if it hurts us in all the possible ways. I’m starting to believe love is not made for me, and it hurts. So I’m just destined to be in pain without being in love.
Be(in love) yourself be Bhaltair.

Love is blind

The first time I put my eyes on you I thought ‘oh what a cutie’ and when you look back at me and with those blue eyes, I couldn’t believe it. Then something magical happened, and you smile and I smile and then we were kissing. We lost contact for a month, I thought that it was going to be a one night boy,  but then you talked to me again and I just couldn’t believe you remember me. You wanted to see me again and I want it too. Then a day I went out and destiny wanted us to meet again. It was all sexual but I didn’t care. Two weeks later, Valentine’s day, I went to your home and since that day we started to meet and it’s been a while now and you consider your girl and everything seems so perfect. Maybe it’s just a fling, maybe not, but I just want to enjoy it until it’s over.

Each time we meet I feel butterflies and I get so nervous but when I see you and you smile I forget everything and I just have eyes for you, and when I get home and I subconsciously started thinking about you I can’t seem to find anything bad. I like when you say you want someone you can trust and I fool with you. You seem so vulnerable and so confident at the same time. People say love is blind, maybe I’m just blind.
Be yourself be Bhaltair.

All of me.

What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You’ve got my head spinning, no kidding, I can’t pin you down
What’s going on in that beautiful mind
I’m on your magical mystery ride
And I’m so dizzy, don’t know what hit me, but I’ll be alright
My head’s under water
But I’m breathing fine
You’re crazy and I’m out of my mind
‘Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I’ll give my all to you
You’re my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I’m winning
‘Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh
How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you’re crying you’re beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I’m around through every mood
You’re my downfall, you’re my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can’t stop singing, it’s ringing, in my head for you
My head’s under water
But I’m breathing fine
You’re crazy and I’m out of my mind
‘Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I’ll give my all to you
You’re my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I’m winning
‘Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh
Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we’re both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it’s hard
‘Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I’ll give my all to you
You’re my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I’m winning
‘Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh

New sensations

Each moment spent beside you makes me discover something new about me. It’s like you rediscover a new part of myself. You make me feel alive. I want to be with you and only you. I’ve never thought I could be like this, but it’s something new for me and I want it to be a bit more special. I feel the need to express this is some way so here it is,  even if I know that you’re not gonna read it. Be yourself be Bhaltair.

It is not the time to back down,
It is the moment to fight as one.

Ke$ha ft Ashley Tisdale – Boy Like You

What do I do with a boy like you.
L-like you. What do I do with you. (Oh!)
What do I do with a boy like you.
(What do I do with a boy like you. L-like you.)

I know you know.
Im wrapped around your finger.
Youre so, youre so.
Beautiful and dangerous.
Hot and cold.
Dont you see the light, boy.
I could blow your mind, boy.
Let me be your new toy.
I do what I want and I get what I want when I want
it, w-want it, w-want it.
Im not gonna stop til I get what you got til I got
it, g-got it, g-got it.

What do I do with a boy, with a boy like you.
Got me lost, got me hooked.
Now Im so confused.
Was this apart of your plan?
I dont really understand.
What to do, what to do with a boy like you. (Oh!)
With a boy like you. (Oh!)
With a boy like you.

Im gonna win.
Boy, your game is over.
Try to play.
But youre down 10-1.
Keep the change.
You wont know what hit cha.
Youre not fooling anyone.
I do what I want and I get what I want when I want
it, w-want it, w-want it.
Im not gonna stop til I get what you got til I got
it, g-got it, g-got it.

What do I do with a boy, with a boy like you.
Got me lost, got me hooked.
Now Im so confused.
Was this apart of your plan?
I dont really understand.
What to do, what to do with a boy like you.
What do I do with a boy like you.
L-like you. What do I do with you. (Oh!)
L-like you. What do I do with a boy like you.
What do I do with a boy like you.
Like you. What do I do with you. (Oh!)
L-like you. What do I, w-what do I do.

What do I do with a boy, with a boy like you.
Got me lost, got me hooked.
Now Im so confused.
Was this apart of your plan?
I dont really understand.
What to do, what to do with a boy like you.
What do I do with a boy, with a boy like you.
Got me lost, got me hooked.
Now Im so confused.
Was this apart of your plan?
I dont really understand.
What to do, what to do with a boy like you.

What do I do with a boy like you.
L-like you. What do I do with you. (Oh!)
With a boy like you. (Oh!)
What do I do with a boy like you.
L-like you. What do I do with you. (Oh!)
With a boy like you. (Oh!)
With a boy like you. (Oh!)
With